I have been trying to manipulate you for a long time. I refused every opportunity to monetize this site. Did everything possible to keep the money guys who came along from doing what they wanted to do. Make DSP a rival to PSD. That purged all the undesirables from here. Which included some great guys that came along at the begining. All had big dreams. So did I. But I had one dream behind them all. No it was not to take out PSD. That is just one of the sub missions. I have created a series of other websites. Inditas and Commandry are the main ones. One in Spanish and Nahuatl for my indigenous women. And the one for the rest of us. But PSD belongs to us. Nozz was a young kid who was a little wild and out. I groomed him to be a junior mod (be gentle Irish). As soon as he had some mod rights the admins and senior mod forum started going off on him for being a retarded nigger. You guys don't know me. I cannot abide by this shit. I don't care who it pisses off but I throw fists when I hear it or I go to war when I see it. I get triggered by that. I hate people that feel that any little form of collective power gives them the right to show themselves and basically circle jerk with others like them. And worst of all others that DO NOT like what they say but don't speak up because they want to part of the institution because of whatever real or imagined benefits it provides. This went on for a while and I kept fighting it and becoming the Satan in the room. That is the role I take gladly when others wont. I do not have many virtues but I will signal that one. I fight because I expect better from those around me. And I don't want to have to destroy an institution I myself enjoy being around. So I fight it until I can change hearts and minds. I am not interested in punishing or even getting rid of foul people. I am only interested in changing their heart and their mind. Exorcising the demons inside. That is love. Resistance is futile. But if futility is what they want I get the fuck out and never visit that institution again. And reach out to two or three people from the institution and ask them their advice. They always come with me after that. No matter where I go. But eventually the energon runs out. And its time to move on. I never lead from the front. I just disappear and the people who come with me lead with me and we all take turns without keeping track of whose turn it is. The time, the moment is what chooses who is best to lead. And nobody that leads with me ever clings to anything. That is cancer. With its pincers. Nozz is a successful graphic artist for one of the classic american aerospace companies. He was not a retarded nigger. He just a regular nigger. And a swell guy. And he was a good mod. At the time PSD had 3 senior mods that assisted the owner. One of the senior mods was also a co-admin and the right hand man of the owner. But the owner was about to sell the company and the admin was on his way out over personal issues he had. He was from Chicago. The owner was Canadian. It was between another Chicago native and myself as to who was going to be the leader of the PSD going forward. I noticed how the other guy was dead set on 'winning' the job. There would be a paycheck coming from the new corporate overlords and he pulled all the entitlement cards he could pull for sympathy. That disgusts me so I purposefully never campaigned for the job. I do not compete with something below my weight class. Which only gave him wings to really be who he wanted to be. Because of his desire he was appointed interim admin assistant to the admin who was about to leave. Both were from Chicago. I was still in charge of most of basketball and a lot of baseball and the expansion of the forums into other sports. As well as upgrading the website with custom color schemes and team logos and all that jazz since it was originally almost a monochromatic site. And just as racist. But worse than racists... they were prejudiced against those they viewed as inferior for a number of bigoted reasons. So instead of try to win them over with eloquent speech and compelling arguments.... I went to war. Total war. I was accused of a number of things. And every single one of them was a complete fabrication. Because they really did not know what I actually did. How I actually could get control of the backend and mess with shit. There was some senior mods that did not want to rock the boat publicly but privately were sympathetic. And would help get me access. I did do one thing, but I was never accused of the actual thing I did. I downloaded the user database. All emails and IP's and the old social networks like AIM/MS/ICQ and whatever other user information was entered. But not for use. I never once used any information from there. I just enjoy the game. And I believe in having contingencies. I also never really spoke much about PSD past the few posts here and a blog I made with a post to serve as the alpha site/bridge to DSP. Web communities are not what they are supposed to be about. They are tribes united over common interests. I want to fight fire with fire. But not strange fire. Familiar fire. Because they are not liberals those who say they are liberals. They are the church of stan and and of stans fans the legion of stans. And nobody likes a stan because stans can easily be compelled to become terrorists. You are seeing them on the streets in Chicago where we started from. In the PNW where I used to go and eat berries and drupes from the sea of trees and lots of my old friends live. There aren't that many of you. And actually the best and brightest have all burned out and faded away. I am left with the dross and the remnants of other sites that didn't want you. Or you didn't want them. But if you help me take back PSD you will help me with the bigger missions. And the ones after that. That is all that I promise. I promise GAME. PSD is actually just the alpha site/staging area. Where we will regroup our tribe. Unless yall a bunch of pussies and sheep. And you think im perpetually full of shit. Or a dumbfuck rube on the hill. But maybe that's just my image. And images are made to be made and then destroyed. When the levee breaks its going to sound like a freight train coming your way. And by your way I mean Wuhan. The chinese people I know are not down with CCP. And neither are the regular folks in the cantons. The CCP are godless uncaring bureaucrats. We have those too, but as bad as ours are they have been amateurs. But too many of them are down with CCP. They have a peoples army though. And you must serve or die. Same with us. You must serve. But you won't get to die with us when we die. And come back for the next battle and die again. What i'm saying is that you better get on my horse named Paul Revere. You really do not want to be left behind. And be left without enough horsepower. Or continue going on about your day. If you will come along then start revving your arguments. My pseudonym will be Chuckles. Who wants to play?